hehe long time no write oops ( I’ve been pretty busy lately) !!! anyway, common tests have ended hm about 2 weeks ago? and tbh I’m really disappointed w myself bc my grades were a hell lot worse than I expected, I had studied rlly hard for them and yet I failed 2 subs 😞 but anyway exco noms for sec 3s are rapidly approaching so good luck to anyone who is running!

as for my class, i feel that we are a lot closer and more bonded after the common tests and the camp at the start of the year!!! although we are super chatty and not punctual in HW submissions, I really really really really really really like you ❤️ but mye is coming up in about 5 weeks time? so hell yeah, game on this time must improve!!!!

nothing else to say so hehe ily and thanks for standing my bs🙂

lots of love and happiness,

eening (thirstyning)


sounds live feels live 2016


hello again, it’s been a while! as you can tell by the title, it’s about the concert omg im so damn happy!!!!!!

the performance: sounds live feels live @ the star performing arts centre (buona vista)

time: 8.00 pm , 3 march 2016

ticket i purchased: category 4 but later shifted to category 3

back to the point, it was an incredible night and im currently suffering from severe pcd. i cried so hard for beside you, amnesia and voodoo doll, these song were and still are one of my favourites. although the tickets were extremely out of budget, my mum still got them for me ( thanks mummy for $192 dollars) my friends and i later shifted to cat 3 which is further in front and actually costs $232 but no one was there so oops hahaha!!! some hey violet songs were played and the boys teased us alot like there would be random guitar strums and drumbeats pre-concert ( thanks boys i love you)(no but really i do)

within the approximate 1.5 hours, many songs were played. they were from fetus albums and sgfg. but WHY DIDNT THEY PLAY WHEREVER YOU ARE AND UNPREDICTABLE WHY 5SOS WHY!!!!!!??????

before the concert, our group went to the fountain to help out and get our stuff for the show with the 5sossgfam ( y’all my bbys) and also helped to distribute to people!!!! it honestly felt like we were doing some via activity bc we had to approach strangers to ask them for their sections. i think i finally grew a set of balls from this experience!!!!!! i guess sometimes i AM too judgmental, bc everyone who i thought was scary were actually really sweet and nice ❣

now for the saddest part: concert merchandise. since this was my first concert, i had no idea how expensive the stuff would be. ketchup, the freaking small dog plush was $70. the shirts were $50 and $60. fabric and silicon wristbands were $10 each. keyrings were also $10. URGH WHY ??????? since my dad didn’t allow me to buy, i secretly used my own money to buy a keyring and wristband fml.

but regardless, it was an incredible night and i will remember it for the rest of my life. and thankyou to 5sos sgfam for giving me the opportunity to help you guys! it was a pleasure to be with you guys!!!

much love to: my group ( pheebs, cher, rayen), 5sossgfam, mummy and daddy, luke robert hemmings, calum thomas hood, michael gordon clifford, and ashton fletcher irwin. you guys made this an experience to remember.

030316, an incredible night.


gossip girl (jk its eening)

chingay (19-20.02.16)

hola it’s been a tiring few days @ chingay!!!!!!! so tired now and the costume is so burden HAHA 😨 but it’s was a really enjoyable parade 1 last night! despite the heavy downpour, we pressed on and succeeded! so proud of all of us yey 🙂 now it’s time for parade 2, lets do this!!! so many practices so much  time so much effort, let’s not let it go to waste!❤️ 

ciao hehu

eening xx

be positive!!

recently, some people told me that they did not like how i looked wearing a certain pair of shorts? like i think they thought it was too revealing even though wtf show what? it’s totally decent and it’s not like i’m flashing anybody!! at first i was kind of affected, but then again, my clothes. my legs. my ass. my decisions. if i feel good about myself when i wear that pair of shorts, i will wear it and it’s NOT your place to tell me that i look shitty wearing it. moral of the story: my decisions to make are mine, not yours, and sometimes, other’s opinions can be irrelevant. be yourself 🙂 

peace out yo!1!1!


woah common tests are approaching!!! sounds live feels live is on the 3rd of march, and it’s also the first day of cts!! apparently day 2 is geography and emath papers so hurray i only have one paper!!!( i don’t take geography lol) 

need!! to!!! start!!!! revising!!!!! to all who are having upcoming tests, press on! you can do this 💖 

that’s all for now!! xx


on a side note, i’m obsessed with so many songs now gosh!1!!1!1!1!!

1. hey mama-david guerra 

2. on my mind-ellie goulding  

3.november rain- guns n roses

4. close as strangers- 5sos

5. tomorrow never dies- 5sos

have a great day!! 


i’m so tired of everything going on now, so tired of having to live up to people’s high expectations. sorry for not being good enough, sorry for not being what you wanted.

more and more class tests recently and coming up. i haven’t had one test this year that i am confident of. i feel so lousy now?!?! like i bombed every test so far, and everything i’m studying is not going in. help!!!!!  

 but press on!!! if you want to give up, just remember everyone else who is working alongside you and that you can do it!

big hugs from me to you 🙂

a small intro

hello! if you’re reading this then you are probably from my instagram then! but anyway, i’m eening, turning 15, and kinda weird. i have this really insane class (304), where i enjoy myself very much every weekday! (if anyone from 304 sees this, you rock!) and I also have this group of really amazing friends who brighten up my life! we do stupid shit together, get in trouble together, submit homework late together, eat together. there isn’t a time where we aren’t attached, really. (really thankful for such supportive beans who are so damn pretty and lower my self-esteem)

i listen to alot of music and I really love 5sos like whee!1!1!1! (SLFL 2016 anybody ?!?!?!) hehu i’m always overexcited! i listen to classical music occasionally and i am a big fan of ballads!

even though i seem like super high and cheerful most of the time, it’s probably faked. like people think that my life is damn happy with my clique who always stands by me, but it’s not true at all. i get insecure too, like I feel fat a lot, I feel ugly a lot too. sometimes, i hate it when people say that i’m very flexible or that i’m a good dancer because it gives me the impression that they are comparing themselves to some other person? like i know what it feels like to not be good enough and just want to be better, and it’s not a good feeling. if you are reading this and feel this way then remember: you’re absolutely beautiful, you’re enough, and don’t let anybody’s words bring you down from up there, where you should be.

that’s all, anymore and this post won’t ever end.


eening 🙂