hello! if you’re reading this then you are probably from my instagram then! but anyway, i’m eening, turning 15, and kinda weird. i have this really insane class (304), where i enjoy myself very much every weekday! (if anyone from 304 sees this, you rock!) and I also have this group of really amazing friends who brighten up my life! we do stupid shit together, get in trouble together, submit homework late together, eat together. there isn’t a time where we aren’t attached, really. (really thankful for such supportive beans who are so damn pretty and lower my self-esteem)
i listen to alot of music and I really love 5sos like whee!1!1!1! (SLFL 2016 anybody ?!?!?!) hehu i’m always overexcited! i listen to classical music occasionally and i am a big fan of ballads!
even though i seem like super high and cheerful most of the time, it’s probably faked. like people think that my life is damn happy with my clique who always stands by me, but it’s not true at all. i get insecure too, like I feel fat a lot, I feel ugly a lot too. sometimes, i hate it when people say that i’m very flexible or that i’m a good dancer because it gives me the impression that they are comparing themselves to some other person? like i know what it feels like to not be good enough and just want to be better, and it’s not a good feeling. if you are reading this and feel this way then remember: you’re absolutely beautiful, you’re enough, and don’t let anybody’s words bring you down from up there, where you should be.
that’s all, anymore and this post won’t ever end.